A
story is told of preacher who got a little tired of constantly writing sermons so
he decided that one week he was not going to do any of his usual researching
and writing and re-writing ahead of time. Instead, when it came time to deliver
the sermon, he was just going to step into the pulpit and let the Spirit speak,
kind of like Peter at the first Pentecost. Whatever the Spirit said would
become his sermon for the day. So the week went by and he enjoyed having some
extra time, but he trusted that when the time came to deliver, the Spirit would
give him something to say.
Sunday
came. He stepped into the pulpit, opened
his mouth, and, by golly, the Spirit spoke. The Spirit clearly said, “You
should have written a sermon.”
That,
in a nutshell, describes the nature of God’s Spirit. It is both very
unpredictable but also completely reliable. It’s a paradox, of course—it
doesn’t seem possible that these two qualities could go together, but when it
comes to God’s Holy Spirit, they do. The Spirit is unpredictable, volatile,
capricious. It defies our desire to pin it down, to structure it for our own
purposes, to contain it or control it.
An icon of Pentecost. Note the small flames over their heads. |
We
see this impulsive nature not just at that first Pentecost when the disciples
are gathered together to celebrate the giving of the Ten Commandments and the
law to Moses at Mt. Sinai, and suddenly they begin speaking in different
languages and understanding each other. It is there, in fact, from the very
beginning, doing things and bringing about things that don’t immediately make
sense to us. The Spirit of God creates
life out of nothing, it calls leaders for Israel who have questionable
pedigrees, it leads the people of God on a meandering path through the
wilderness for forty years. Those are just a few examples of how the movement
of the Spirit is not always something you can forecast.
And
yet, God’s Spirit is reliable. Its presence is something on which we can count.
The Spirit may not ever act in ways we can completely foresee, but we know that
Jesus has promised it will guide us, and we know we can rely on its power to
move people into action and to create possibilities when it seems like none
exist. We can rely on the fact that the Spirit of God—whatever it is that’s at
the core of God—to speak to us, to call to us, to unite with our own spirit, but
we’re not always able to know when that’s going to occur and what the specific
message is going to be.
As
a result, I think a lot of people are unsure of what to make of the Holy
Spirit, especially Lutherans. Lutherans like predictability. We value
reliability, too, but we really like predictability. And we’re pretty solid
with the first two persons of the Holy Trinity, the Father and the Son, in part
because of this. To some degree it’s easier to get a handle on those two, especially
the Son. After all, his whole existence and the crowning point of his ministry was
all about people getting a hand on him. When it comes to God the Father we have
his voice and his words, and when it comes to Jesus we have a human figure, but
in Scripture the Spirit is typically presented in abstract metaphors like fire
and wind.
Fire
and wind are both unpredictable. They are also technically invisible. One can
see presence of wind, for example, in the rustling of leaves or in the spin of
a windmill, but the moving air itself is not visible. And the same goes with
fire. One cannot actually see the chemical reaction that causes the flame, but
is clear that something dynamic and transformative is happening when you get
near a fire. There is something a little mysterious about both wind and fire. They’ve
got energy, but they really can’t be contained or stopped. They tend to come
and go as they please. And so it is with God’s Holy Spirit.
As
I reflect on this, I realize that over the last few weeks I’ve become acquainted
with another metaphor for the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is like a crying
newborn. It, too, is not controllable. It has great energy…far out of
proportion to its tiny size. And the source of the crying is often mystery—why
the baby is crying you may never know! It’s unpredictable, but it’s very
reliable, and all you really can do is pick it up and roll with it. Just see
where the crying will take you, bouncing as you go, with constant motion! Out
of the bedroom, down the hall a few times…around the kitchen…into the car
seat…into the car…down the road at 12am…
Unpredictable
but reliable. Ever since the beginning it has been apparent to those who’ve
been called into this life of faith in the God of Israel, the Father of Jesus, that
there was this third element, this third person of God that brought it all
together. And at Pentecost, it became clear that this third person, this Spirit
of God, this very interior force that brings things to life, has been poured
out on God’s people. Our role is to let it rush through us, to let the fire
touch us and transform us, to pick up the mysteriously crying newborn with
lungs that never cease and bounce with it.
So,
because the Spirit of God is both unpredictable but reliable, then we should
not be surprised that the church, is going to live a life that is both
unpredictable but reliable. It will be unpredictable because there will be no
way to foresee or anticipate just where the community of those who follow Jesus
will end up, or what specifically they will do. There will be no way for the
church, for individual congregations, or even individual believers to know precisely
how their faith will burn along the way. Peter and the disciples gathered at
Pentecost have no idea that the Spirit of God is about to propel them through
the Mediterranean world, taking a small, marginalized message of hope in Jesus to
the very halls of power in Rome within just a few decades.
Our
own congregation’s new mission statement begins with this realization. “Walk
the journey” names the fact that faith in God is ongoing and meandering, often
surprising and always unpredictable. The earliest members of Epiphany would
have had no idea that sixty some odd years later there would be a Chapel built
here, along with a columbarium, or that we’d have a community garden. I also
bet they only imagined the possibility of one day having enough resources to
have a full-time, called director of Christian faith formation, and that,
again, one day that person would have to leave and pursue her call elsewhere. As
the Council develops a long-range plan for us, we need to keep in mind this
unpredictability factor. We really don’t know just how the Spirit will lead and
transform us. It will be exciting, and probably a bit disorienting at times.
But
just as our life of faith this side of the resurrection will always involve a
measure of unpredictability, the church is also called to be reliable. The
people of the God are the vessel for this life-giving presence of God that the world
needs to know and hear, that the world will turn to for hope, for love, for
justice.
One
of my colleagues in Pittsburgh was this man who had been called to a downtown
congregation in an old German neighborhood that had been slowly evolving as its
original white European members either died off or moved out into the suburbs. Within
just a few years its surrounding neighborhood had changed completely. Old
stately buildings had become crack-houses and gang dens. My colleague tried to adjust his ministry to
serve the people who were there, but he found it incredibly challenging. The
church began to fall into disrepair, too, and there were fewer financial
resources to sustain the ministry. He got a few grants to keep things running. He
began an afterschool program to get kids off the streets. Eventually he started
a summer program to give them a safe haven during the months they weren’t in
school. He found people jobs and organized community projects. Slowly but
surely he persevered, holding on for dear life most of the time, I’m sure. It
went on like this for over twenty years.
By
the time I had come to Pittsburgh it was a thriving ministry to the
neighborhood. You could say that countless lives had been saved, and some of
those children had even been sent on to seminary. He had become a fixture in
that neighborhood, and when he announced his retirement, the local paper ran a
story on him and the effect his congregation had had on the North Side
community. They asked him why he was led there. And he told this story of one
of those days early on when he was almost about to throw in the towel. You
might say he had gotten weary of the unpredictability. One of the little kids in
the afterschool program came into his office and hopped up on his lap and put
his arms around the big man. Pastor John asked him how he was doing and the kid
seemed sad, as if something in his home or at school had not gone well. The kid
looked at him and said, “I’m scared right now. I don’t know how my life is
going to turn out, but as long as you’re here, I know I’ll be OK.” That, Pastor
John Cochran said, was the turning point. There were people relying on this
message he had brought.
The
church is called to be reliable in that way, for that is the way the Spirit leads
us. We are a people entrusted with the message that God has saved the world
through Jesus. We are a people who call on the name of the Lord, ourselves, in
such a way that people come to see we are not perfect, but we have faith in a
God who is, that we have reason for hope in the future, and that we know love
conquers all. We are a great diverse conglomeration of people spanning all time
and places, children of God called out from every nation who stand in
workplaces, in neighborhoods, in schools, in cities and rural places as a
reminder that God is present with humankind. We are called to be reliably
united, even in the midst of conflict.
It’s
an unpredictable journey, for sure. It’s not always easy to know how to put it
into words, if it should be planned out ahead of time or done on the fly. But
we trust God is present through the Spirit that has been given. Most of the
time all we really can do is let the fire rage within us and see who it
transforms. Of, if that metaphor doesn’t work for you, then just think about
picking up the screaming baby and move and bounce. Walk that thing right down
the aisle and into the narthex. And from the narthex out into the streets…and
right out into the world.
The Reverend Phillip W. Martin, Jr.
Love this, Phillip.
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