I
don’t know if you caught it or not as I was reading the gospel lesson, but
there is an awful lot of leaving involved in Jesus’ ministry, especially here
at the beginning. As it turns out, there must be something about the kingdom of
God that causes people to break with their past, and even move them around.
It’s
Jesus that this happens to first. He gets word that his cousin and fellow
preacher, John, is thrown in jail, and something about that news—it’s unclear
exactly what that is—causes Jesus to leave the area around Jerusalem in the
south where he has just been baptized and where he’s been hanging out in the
wilderness, and head back up north to Galilee where he was raised. He goes back
to Nazareth, his hometown, but then doesn’t stay there very long, either. Maybe
he drops in to say hello to mom and dad, to do some laundry, pack a duffelbag,
get a bit to eat, because then he hits the road again to a bustling fishing
village known as Capernaum. As far as we know, Jesus never goes back to his
childhood home. When he leaves, and leaves for good.
Once
Jesus is in Capernaum, we see that there’s even more leaving. Jesus calls his
first followers, and immediately upon hearing meeting Jesus and hearing him, they
get up and leave their jobs as fishermen. The second set of brothers he calls, James
and John, even leave their father in the boat in order to become one of Jesus’
disciples.
St. Andrew's Basilica, Ravenna |
To
be selected or called into the fellowship of a rabbi, or teacher of the law, was
a very high honor for young men of Jesus’ day. Some historians note that
typically what happened is that young men, once they finished their schooling
in the scriptures, would apply to rabbis with the hope they’d be selected as a
student. The fact that Jesus reverses that system by walking up and directly
calling followers, even ones who haven’t “applied,” may explain why they are so
quick to leave.
I
realize my own launch into the world as a young man probably matches others in
my generation and those after it. It had fits and starts where I’d head out on
one adventure or another, only to have to come back to mom’s and dad’s for a
while. It was very humbling and eye-opening, however, to hear many of the older
men in the congregation this week share that their abrupt departure from home
came with a draft notice. They left home to serve their country, never to
return home again, having to fit their own life dreams and goals into and
behind the command handed down from a higher authority.
One
gentleman explained how the army bounced him around a bit at first, interfering
with his plans to marry his fiancée. As soon as he finally arrived at his permanent
post, he promptly reported to his commanding officer and boldly asked for leave
in order to travel to Florida and have a wedding. Somewhat perturbed, the
commanding officer eventually gave in, but under one condition: that he
actually show him he had one ticket for the trip down to Florida and two for
the trip back!
What
about following Jesus, though? Leaving is somehow always involved, isn’t it? It
doesn’t need to involve a geographical or physical shift, putting one or two
tickets in our hand, but there is always some sort of departure coming our way.
There is always some kind of dropping of the nets and stepping away from the
old boat. Jesus comes to draw us into a new way of life that will affect our
current relationships with other people, with the world, and even with
ourselves. And on some level that requires a letting go.
Last
Sunday at the second service we held a baptism for a sweet little girl who is
just past her second birthday. Her parents had dutifully prepared her for what
was going to happen, but when the time came for the water to be poured on her
head she got scared and would not let go of her mom. She clung as tightly as
she could to her mom’s neck so that she wouldn’t have to go through with it. There
were a few milliseconds in there when I wasn’t sure what was going to happen, but
eventually we got her baptized and it all worked out just fine, but I think her
reluctance kind of caught everyone off guard, including her parents. After the
church service was over, I told the parents I happen to love that kind of
baptism every once in a while. What may have been a temporarily awkward moment for
them ended up being a perfect model for everyone of how most of us actually
respond to the call to follow Jesus. It the call that involves letting go of
some of our old ways of thinking, our old ways of dealing with people, our old
values and priorities. Jesus offers us a place at his side and instead of
willingly, blindly submitting, we balk. We waver. We get in that moment and suddenly
remember maybe we don’t really want this whole new life all that badly and
start realizing the former ways are more comfortable.
And,
truth be told, they probably are more comfortable. The thing is, Jesus is
rarely into offering us something more comfortable. But he is into offering us
something new. He is into giving us the kingdom. You see, the call to follow Jesus,
the Lord of life, the opportunity to respond to his kingdom, is not always
about some career decision, or some big, momentous life choice or even the
moment of baptism, which is how we often make it out to be. We hear these
stories of the beginning of Jesus’ ministry and one danger is to think we’re
given this one chance, that our faith has to be traced back to one singular
moment where it all made sense and when we held that draft notice in our hand. For
some people, that may be the case. But for everyone, those already walking in
confidence behind him and those still clinging to mama’s neck, Jesus walks onto
the ordinary seashore of our lives in and every day, each and ever hour,
really, offering us the chance to respond in each situation of our lives the
way a redeemed child of God would.
The
call to follow him comes when you wake up in the morning and get the chance to
begin a new day. The call to follow him comes whether you’re out on your own or
whether you wake up every morning in your parents’ house. The call to follow
him comes when you’re trying to figure out how to make money and when you are
trying to figure out how to spend the money you just got. The call to follow
him comes when you are thrust into a new situation at work or at school and you
can’t immediately figure out a way forward. The call to follow him comes when
you realize someone has wronged you and you have to figure out how to respond. The
call to follow him comes when you realize you’ve wronged someone and you have
to figure out how to respond.
The
call to follow and learn about God’s ways in Christ is always there, never
really rescinded, at least for now, and is ready for new recruits, or old
recruits. And it always involves leaving our comfortable sinful selves behind and
grabbing onto something new. Because the call that Jesus issues to be a
disciple is based on grace, which means Jesus is going to lay claim on you and
all your gifts that you don’t even think you have before you even get a chance
to apply and have a Teacher.
My
guess is that if you’ve been watching the news this week, you’ve seen lots of
photos of crowds. Maybe you’ve even been in one of those crowds, or wished you
had been in one of those crowds. They are scenes of people who have left the
comfort of home to be drawn into something larger than themselves. There’s also
been lots of talk about sizes of crowds and the conclusions we’re supposed to
draw when we are asked to compare those crowds.
Whether
they were related to the inauguration of a new president or gathering in
streets to march for other ideals related to women’s rights these crowds can
give us a sense that movements are afoot. They give us the sense that we can be
a part of something, or that we are a part of something that is happening—a
march, an action, a change. And as exciting and empowering as any of those
moments and movements are to some people, there are still a great many who
stand on the sidelines, not knowing where they fit, or where there concerns are
being voiced. And there is also the undeniable feeling that we’re being
divided, not too unlike the folks in Paul’s congregation at Corinth, who
started to make too big of a deal about which leader had baptized them, which
leader they most resembled in stature and wisdom, among other things.
No
one needs to make light of any movement these days, but the truth is, if you
have heard the call of Jesus, if you have passed through these waters, if you
have looked at the cross and contemplated its significance, you are already
part of the greatest movement that creation has seen. You are part of a
movement that draws people in, inexplicably, to get behind a man who dies in
order that others might live, who denies his own so-called rights in order that
we may live rightly. You are part of a movement that draws people like light
attracts people who’ve sat a long time in darkness waiting for mercy.
You
are part of a movement, to cite one example, that collected and spent over $43
million in agricultural, medical, and educational aid in 36 countries over the
last year just through one of its charity organizations, Lutheran World Relief.
And
you are a part of a movement that, to cite another, got 20 teenagers making
quilts and clearing up a neglected East End cemetery this past Monday, on a day
off from school. This is your movement…our movement…His movement…That fishes
for people. I can’t explain how it works, but it does. It’s the Holy Spirit’s
presence.
And
whether we were baptized at 2 or 92, or baptized by Paul, or Apollos, or Pastor
Joseph, whether we tiptoe in tentatively or can show our commanding officer
we’ve got two tickets already, whether we march for the President or march
against him, let us all be reminded today, at this table of mercy, we are part
of a movement that is proclaiming the kingdom of God—a kingdom that began, of
all places, on the streets of little a dusty ordinary fishing village with four
ordinary guys who said. “We’ve got a Teacher. Let’s leave!”
Thanks
be to God!
The Reverend Phillip W. Martin, Jr.
The Reverend Phillip W. Martin, Jr.
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