This
morning our hymn should really read, “On Jordan’s bank the Baptist cried,” because John the Baptist, the
person that old hymn is about, is no longer there. That’s where John began, of
course, crying out on the banks of the River Jordan where he was baptizing
people, but now John is in prison. His bold, throaty pronouncements about a
kingdom coming, have now diminished to a tentative questioning. “Did we get the
right guy?” he wonders about Jesus in the loneliness of his cell. Was he right
in announcing Jesus as the one who brings the kingdom?
"The Preaching of St. John the Baptist" (Domenico Ghirlando, 1486) |
As
a prophet, someone who speaks truth to power, John knows this matters. It
matters because John had hoped that he was helping bring about God’s new
kingdom, that he was preparing the way for the Lord. John had helped people get
ready for this. He had gotten them stirred up and full of anticipation. “Repent!”
he had told all those people. “Change your ways! Bear good fruit.” In fact, saying
just that to the king and his entourage is essentially what got him in trouble.
He had criticized some of Herod’s lifestyle choices, and it was not received
well. As he lives out his sentence in confinement, he manages expectations. It’s
starting to look to John like the great world-change he had foretold in Jesus may
not be coming to pass. His characteristic boldness has changed into doubt.
On Jordan’s Bank the Baptist
once cried.
But now he’s thinking he might have lied.
He sits in shackles, waiting still,
For God his righteous plan to fulfill.
But now he’s thinking he might have lied.
He sits in shackles, waiting still,
For God his righteous plan to fulfill.
Has
that ever happened to you? Have you ever anticipated something, hoped for
something—perhaps even touched the edges of its very reality—only to have it
turn out to be different once it arrives? Have you ever felt set up for
something—something you think will be just perfect—only to be disappointed or
disillusioned when it comes to fruition?
It
occurs to me that this time of year is ripe for that kind of thing to happen, what
with Christmas wish lists and all. I have always been really interested in nature
and science and I remember once as a young child I went through geology phase. Things
like rocks and precious stones fascinated me. I learned that my birthstone was
turquoise and I mentioned it would be really cool to have some turquoise
someday. My grandmother heard me say that, and so she got me a turquoise ring. I
still remember the profound awkwardness and disappointment I felt when I opened
it up on Christmas morning. In my mind I had been thinking just a big chunk of
turquoise (I had no idea what I’d do with such a thing, but that was what I was
expecting) but she had gone through the trouble to find a ring. After all,
birthstones are about jewelry, right? But as a fourth grade boy, I was never,
ever, going to put on a ring.
That’s
the message this third Sunday of Advent, with John the Baptist in prison. (Maybe
he’s wearing a turquoise ring). We pause to reflect on the possible disconnects
between the act of waiting and preparing and what we’re actually waiting and
preparing for. We take the time, like John, to manage expectations a bit, to
wonder if we’ll actually know it—and want it—if what we’re expecting finally
gets here. Like the prayer as we lit the Advent wreath put it today: We allow
our deeply-held hopes to be re-shaped by God’s promises.
Because
it’s not just Advent and Christmastime that can fall prey to possible
disillusionment. As we walk the whole journey of faith we find it’s a
relatively common occurrence. We commit every so often to a certain new
direction in life, or a certain faith community, or a certain ministry, only to
find ourselves wondering once it’s underway if it’s really what we’re looking
for and hoping for. Doesn’t quite pan out like we want. We may be quick to
judge John for possibly jumping ship too soon, but when we’re honest with
ourselves, especially when we’re stuck with bleak surroundings, when we look
around and see little hope, John the Baptist’s questioning often becomes our
questioning. What is God bringing us, anyway? What does he promise?
Jesus’
answer to John’s disciples is to point to the signs of what has been happening as
Jesus has made his way through Galilee. The ministry of fierce judgment and
dramatic overthrow of the religious authorities which John seems to have been
expecting in the Messiah has not been happening, but signs of God’s coming
kingdom are there. The blind are receiving their sight, the lame are walking,
the lepers are being cleansed, the deaf are hearing, the dead are raised, and
the poor are receiving good news.
John
would have recognized that these were, in fact, hallmarks, clear signs of the
kingdom of righteousness John wanted to arrive. The particular elements of
judgment and condemnation that John was especially hoping for are taking more
of a back seat, at least for the time being, to the intense joy and freedom
that Jesus is about. As the prophet Isaiah says in the very part of scripture
that Jesus quotes to John’s disciples, life can be a desert. At times it can
feel like a wilderness and it is bleak and lonely, but it’s not a nuclear bomb
that God needs to drop in order to start over, but a bunch of crocus bulbs. It’s
not a bulldozer that Jesus is bringing to start the kingdom, or even an axe at
the base of the tree, as John had once proclaimed, but springs of water that
can feed new life. It’s not a mighty army that God plans to roll in, reminding
all there will be hell to pay, but a simple message to strengthen the weak
hands and feeble knees. Managing our expectations is a part of receiving God’s
kingdom.
Earlier
this week Pastor Joseph were down in a nearby city for a conference meeting and
we found ourselves driving right through the middle of the downtown while we
were there. I had never been through this town, and although I was aware from
watching the news and reading the papers that it has fallen on hard times, it
wasn’t really apparent to me what that meant until this week. It is a bleak
desert. Storefront after storefront lies empty. At night crime rules the streets.
Then at one point we noticed one side of a building, right near a main
intersection, had been boarded over and then painted over. At the top were the
large words, “Before I die I want to ______________.” And underneath were
dozens of different answers to that question, scrawled out in different chalk
handwriting:
“Before
I die I want to see my children live their dreams.”
“Before I die I want to travel the world.”
“Before I die I want to be clean from drugs.”
“Before I die I want to grow some hair.”
“Before I die I want to travel the world.”
“Before I die I want to be clean from drugs.”
“Before I die I want to grow some hair.”
It
was a little like what some people call their bucket list, or their ideas of
what they want to achieve before their life ends, but there was something a bit
different about it. After some brief research after I got home, it appears that
this project might be some sort of anti-gang endeavor, as that city has in
recent years become infested with gangs and gang-based crime. The goal of the
wall seems to be is to get gang members and other citizens of that bleak downtown
to envision hope, to dream of joy. It is an ongoing reminder for people
imprisoned in cycles of violence and decay to imagine that their desert can
blossom, to manage expectations for how change could come. The wall looked a
bit like a crocus bulb, a stream of water, right there in the midst of such wilderness.
And the handwriting was that of a bunch of John the Baptists, hearing that new
life is possible, that God is loose on the earth to rescue people that the blind
were being given sight and the lame given new legs. It is good news to everyone,
especially those whose life feels like it has no value that God loves them, that
God is coming for them that God cherishes them and wants to transform their
landscape from death to life.
For
that is the promise of the truest crocus blossoming in the wilderness, for at
some point we’re all living in an abandoned downtown. It is the cross of Jesus where
God manages our expectations in a way that lets us know we are not perfect, but
we are precious to him. It is the cross of Jesus where we see that someone has
not just come to preach and heal, but that someone has come to offer his life
for us. And with Jesus, “Before I die” becomes “Because he dies.”
Because
he dies…our lives contain worlds of hope, of power, of glory. Because he dies the
world is filled with all kinds of renewal: people building houses with Habitat
for Humanity on Advent Saturdays when they could be shopping. Because he dies,
some people apparently did go
shopping, because twenty-five unclaimed stars on our Angel Tree got grabbed up
within 24 hours once we put out an appeal on Facebook in the middle of the
week. Because he dies, a family grieving the deaths of three family members
within the past two years experience the warmth and care of a community of
faith in ways they’d never imagined. Because he dies…we could go on and on with
the outreach just of this congregation and our Synod, and organizations like
Lutheran World Relief, not to mention all the crocus bombs of new life God is
dropping in lives we haven’t even heard about yet.
We
could go on and on telling these things to John in prison—and we need to—telling
others with wavering faith, and telling ourselves and our own skewed
expectations that God’s kingdom has come near. This is the kind of world we
live in…where these beautiful, wonderful things are happening.
In Herod’s prison the
Baptist cried
And longed for hope to be born inside
But God was there, amidst the gloom
Just wait! You'll see the kingdom bloom.
And longed for hope to be born inside
But God was there, amidst the gloom
Just wait! You'll see the kingdom bloom.
Thanks
be to God!
The Reverend Phillip W. Martin, Jr.
The Reverend Phillip W. Martin, Jr.
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