I am appreciative of the
stories we have in the New Testament of Jesus’ appearances after his
resurrection. On the one hand, I appreciate them for the good news they give
us. These accounts of Jesus with his disciples show us that the crucifixion was
not the end of the story. The fact that Jesus appeared to his disciples and
others several times shows that Jesus lives, death has been conquered, and the
great gulf of sin that separated us from God has finally been bridged.
On the other hand, I find
that I’m also appreciative for these stories because they’re so honest about
the way those disciples and friends first respond to that news. They show us,
for example, that the disciples never coolly
accept what is being presented to them, casually coming to terms with what it
all means—“NBD,” as they might text it today. These accounts also never show
the disciples and friends of Jesus slamming their hands against their foreheads
in a “duh”-like expression. “Of course
he’s risen from the dead! What were we
thinking?”
"Christ's appearance on the mountain" Duccio di Buoninsegna (1308-11) |
Neither do these accounts show
the disciples particularly revved up to tell anyone about it. Granted, the Holy
Spirit has not yet been sent to help the believers make sense of it all—we get
that story in the book of Acts and, boy, let me tell you, they eventually get
pretty revved up—but even here, in the days fresh after it’s happened, you
might expect the disciples to show some immediate faith and interest, some
compulsion to spread this unbelievable news. But the word “faith” isn’t even
mentioned, and the disciples are mostly overcome with terror and confusion. Even in their joy they still
struggle to believe. Instead of being some biblical version of a rubber-stamp,
“happily-ever-after” ending, these resurrection appearances do a good job of
showing that the disciples have been presented with something that they can’t
quite get their head around, that the whole concept of Jesus’ miraculous and
mysterious rising from the dead was pretty hard to grasp...not to mention
getting revved up about so as to serve as witnesses.
There is great irony in this
because Jesus spends much of his time during these appearances going about
trying to show that he is, in fact, something to be grasped. And I’m not
talking about grasping just the concept or idea of the resurrection or the
theology of it all or grasping the underlying Scripture that tells its story…but
his actual body, himself. It can be
grasped. “Touch me and see,” he says
to his followers, “for a ghost does not
have flesh and bones as you see that I have
By the way…Do you have anything to eat?” The risen Lord spends a
good bit of his time after the resurrection finding his friends, searching out
community, doing what he can to convince his followers that his body is real and
that he is not a supernatural spirit. So Jesus offers, then, what a real human
can offer: flesh and bones. Skin, supposedly with wounds. And an appetite.
Interestingly, this story
from Luke does not mention Jesus’ wounds directly. We often assume he shows
wounds here because he does so in other gospel accounts and we know that the
crucifixion would have left marks in his hands and feet, however here the
emphasis is on the hands and feet themselves. In the ancient Middle East, men
typically wore (and still wear) a tunic that covered the entire body, leaving
only the hands and feet exposed. Here he offers them as proof that he has bones
and skin, that he literally takes up space in this universe and is not just an
image.
The fact that Jesus can be
physically grasped may eventually help the disciples understand that what they
are seeing is real. He establishes his reality—his graspability—so he can get
to the point of his resurrection: that repentance and forgiveness of sins may
be proclaimed in his name. The entire gospel story has been working toward this
point. Way at the beginning John the Baptist came preaching repentance and the
forgiveness of sins. Jesus’ whole ministry was based on seeking out the lost
and least, ensuring them—and others, at the same time—that God’s forgiveness
was offered even unto them, despite what the religious leaders were saying. Now
that death, the last barrier separating God from creation and creation from
itself, has been defeated, full forgiveness in God’s name may be proclaimed and
made real to all nations.
In fact, if this is what the community
of Jesus’ followers is to be about—to offer forgiveness and embody it with each
other—it must be a real community, a physical presence. In being emphatic about his
own physical presence, Jesus is, in a way, conveying to them the importance of
their own lives, their own bodies, their own flesh and blood, in the ministry
of his gospel. That is to say, as witnesses, they will also need to be a
community that can be grasped, a group of people that actually takes up space
in the universe. They will not just have thoughts about God and God’s
forgiveness and the Bible and all that jazz, or just speak words about
repentance or theories about binding up the broken-hearted. They will do it. They
will practice it. They will exert real,
physical energy to attempt it. These followers of the risen Lord will allow
themselves to be touched and even wounded in order for it to be made real.
I recently ran across an
incredibly uplifting obituary (imagine that: an uplifting obituary!) in one of
my favorite magazines for a British woman named Lyn Lusi. I had never heard of
her before until her death, but reading about her life made me wonder why I
never had. Lyn Lusi was a Christian missionary’s wife who worked almost her
whole life in the most remote and dangerous corners of Congo, the country
formerly known as Zaire. Her husband was a doctor and a hospital builder; she
was his main administrator. There, in one of the harshest and darkest places of
the universe, Lyn and her husband took up space, working through the years to
train thirty doctors and tending countless sick and injured. When Lyn Lusi
discovered that many women in her area had been brutally sexually assaulted by
militia men and then disowned by their families, she responded by offering them
all the love and compassion that she possibly could. Together, she and her husband
founded an organization called HEAL Africa, the letters in HEAL standing for
Health, Education, Action, and Love. She
died last month from cancer at the age of 62, but not before she and her
husband had helped treat, often with surgery, over 5000 of these cases.
Lyn and Jo, her husband |
One of the most remarkable
aspects of their ministry of healing was her recruitment of local “mamas,” women
from surrounding villages who would stand ready to welcome the injured,
forsaken, often filthy women with open arms as they got off the buses in front
of the hospital. It was a ministry of grasping and being grasped: the life of
resurrection faith that takes up space in the universe, one that does not just
sit around dreaming about things like forgiveness and a world without pain, but
puts its flesh and blood on the line to embody it.
The world will dearly miss
Lyn Lusi, but she is far from the only example of this grasping, graspable life
of faith. I caught glimpses of it yesterday as volunteers here stretched and
sweated as they set up the fellowship hall for our CARITAS guests, hooking
poles together and unloading sleeping mattresses on a sunny Saturday. We see
examples of it all the time here as people lug food donations into the HHOPE
pantry and then sort it, weigh it, bag it, and lovingly hand it to real people
in our community who need it. Then there’s Cecil McFarland, chaplain to state
prisons, physically going to the incarcerated to share the news of forgiveness.
This graspable faith is also
put into motion by the tireless volunteers who do their best to make sure that
this particular place of bricks and mortar is locked and secured on a regular
basis, outfitted with the best and cleanest facilities for our ministries, grass
and altarware shined up.
And this same faith is
embodied by those who come to sit their real, flesh-and-blood hineys down in
pews at some point during the week to hear about this Jesus who has been risen
from the dead. These and more are instances of people who are living in their
own bones the reality of a world set to rights by the death and resurrection of
Jesus Christ, people who are working out what it means to offer forgiveness of
sins, repentance to a life of serving others in Jesus’ name.
I often get wind of anxiety, especially
in our country, about the future of the church and whether it will be relevant amidst
the new challenges of technology and science. I hear of anxiety about how
people of faith can or should adapt to changing cultural mores and attitudes about
everything from sexuality to politics to economics. There is a sense that we’re
losing ground, or that we’re losing influence. While the challenges that face
us are real, sometimes I think the anxiety is much ado about nothing. What
place will the church have? Will we thrive? Will we be—dare I say it?—relevant?
Friends, the church will always
have a place in this world because it has been given to proclaim and embody the forgiveness and
repentance in Jesus’ name, because it is the community dedicated to standing there,
offering words of healing and real arms of embrace as the world gets off the
bus, looking for hope, looking for a new start. The church will always be relevant
not because it’s just acquainted with the concept of new life, but because it
allows itself to be present, grasped, touched—and, yes, wounded—as it proclaims
the forgiveness of sins, as it offers repentance, a life in the direction of
God.
And to do so, we must not forget
our appetite—our appetite for his meal. We’re going to need some nourishment. Let
us be strengthened by the promise that Jesus is somehow still with us, God’s
little children, breaking his body and pouring out his blood to bind up the
brokenhearted and restore us to God’s heart. And even when we cannot explain
it, even when this meal, this moment, this mystery cannot be grasped by our
minds, let us at least grasp it with our hands. May the joy of this news—He is
risen!—then grasp us and empower us, once again, to take up space here in this
universe, to proclaim his forgiveness and serve as witnesses to the life he
offers. Relevant…now and forever.
Thanks be to God!
The Reverend Phillip W. Martin, Jr.
Thank you, Phillip. This is much more eloquent than my sermon today. But we reached the same point. The Church has spent the last 2,000 years focused on telling others to repent and how they can do that.
ReplyDeleteI would like the church to spend from now until Jesus returns just teaching, preaching, showing, embodying, and actually forgiving in the Name of Jesus Christ the Son of God ... crucified and risen!
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